2009-08-30

Its not easy beeing me... But it sure as hell is fun!

Sometimes anyway... Like now.
Everything seems to run smoothely with my family, work and my own company. I mean I always knew that my family is gr8, but for the first time in a while it feels like even my wills n wishes matthers. N that they might acctually be happy n proud about it and me... Thats the most important thou, to make my family happy n happy with and about me n what I do.
Its like I just say "this is what I want n I get it" (Alhamdilillah, I say my thanks to Allah the Almighty)... Kinda creepy thou in a way aswell, but I guess if u work hard and try to live by "its nice to be nice" ull get nice things in return Such as succsessfull familylife n career.

I just got them "thees-days-ull-never-gonna-get-for-ur-shows" days for this winter, so now Im way more stressed than I wore before n even thou I dune the planning uptill the events I cant help but think what the fuck should I do?!
I dont wanna crash n burn nor do I wanna make a complete fool out of myself, lol but that posibility is one in a million cos I deep down inside know I dune my homework n Im wiser now so there shall only be rising without falling... Not for now anyway.
Im also on the lookout for a assistant designer, since I know I wont be able to make a full collection in time by myself so anyone who wants to give it a go just holla n show me some samples :)

These days Im affraid fashion hasnt been on my schedual, but Im always on the lookout for the fashion of our swedish streets n find it amazing how many diffrent styles there are. Fashion is fun, n it can and is being used as a way of expression. Either how one feels or want the world to be like.
I sure showed that yesterday when I did a big big coulor no no lol... Being stressed, as I mostly are, I had way to little time to get ready for work. I was wearing a red satin top with black tights (my husband choose the outfit) and was about to put on shoes n run the fastest I can to make the subway. Lol I didnt realise that I had put on my orange colour flat shoes untill I sitting on the train feeling proud that I made it... Boy did I wish I could turn back the hands of time!

Anyways something that is more of a hit is the new-old rap group called Panetoz. I choose the word new-old cos I got inside info about the group being active for sevral years before "making it". The boys are all based in Sweden and are very active in creating a choice for youths that doesnt want to be waisting their talents on drugs n other bullshit :) The Panetoz are in my eyes representives of the world. Dont get it twisted foks...I say so cos the members of the group are from around the globe and in the debut video u even get to see a white boy shaking his ass like he comes from Jamaica!
We like we like we looooooove!
So to my boys in Panetoz, keep up the good work n make sure ya´ll find time to appere on my shows ;)

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/First lady of the streets

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